I don't know why I decided to bother posting this or if I should even bother ranting about it but now it seems pointless going back on that now since I already made this post. This just suddenly came to mind now and it's really bothering me... I just feel like I should say it but I'm not even sure if it was a good idea to even post this and I know being honest about it might seem hurtful. should I even.....??????? I don't know.